Sydney: too good to be true

I had this feeling that sydney is such a good place for me. What more can you ask? I had wonderful friends, fellowship, workplace, and place to stay (the last one is relative though :) ) ... It is like everything is going well when I am in sydney ... But is it a real world? Can all the good things that happen to me in sydney continue forever?

In indo, I see many things differently ... The world here is so much different to sydney ... To start, I don't have fellowship where I can serve and to support me as well since I became a christian in Malang and the church that I went to was a pentacostal church .. In business world it is a lot dirtier than I thought ... In terms of relationship between my family and relatives, there are many politics going on ... Here, my relatives look up to me .. They think very highly of me, it is like i am a superstar or somethin ... I also see many sufferings in indo ... so many of them, even among people close to my heart .. Whether I like it or not, it is just much more complicated here ... Many things I don't want to do, but I just have to do it ...

I realize that as adult I can't run from all those problems ... I don't want to run .. I want to face them ... I just thought, are all the good things that happen to me in sydney somethin that real to me? Real means that is where God wants me to be ... Should I be in indo and facing all these problems? I don't know ... Only time will tell later ...

On a happier note, God has blessed me in my study .. I've been accepted for master degree for next year ... and I've been able to keep my weight despite all the "Good" food, snacks in indo ... hahahahhaaha ..... thank you Lord ... cen te xie2 NI ..

Joshua 24:
14 "Now fear the LORD and serve him with all faithfulness. Throw away the gods your forefathers worshiped beyond the River and in Egypt, and serve the LORD . 15 But if serving the LORD seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD ."