It is hard to give ... especially for me who comes from a chinese background and are currently in a situation where I need money to pay for my school fee ... It's not that I am in financial difficulties, I can still save up quite a bit, but then the problem is I always want to save more ...
Well, since I started doing my study, I've always been very stingy ... I don't give as much as I used to be for the work of the gospel coz I felt in need .... I counted the profit and loss, and counted how much I will save by the end of the year if I give and if I don't give ...
It's such a struggle especially when your salary is getting a lot bigger than it used to be ... Should I give or should I give less?
Talking about giving, I realize that everything comes from God .. When I give, I will make sure from now on that I give it with all my heart .... I want to be reminded everytime I give that I love God that's why I give .... That's what has been missing this year ... I wanted to save for the future, but forget that giving is such an important part in our Christian life ... sharing, giving to those in need, to gospel ministry and to your home chuch is important and God cares about us giving our money, time and whole lives to Him ...
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