Stressful time

I can't say that I hate exam, because I consider it as a stepping stone to a higher place .. cieh cieh ... But I have to admit, that it's overwhelmingly and stressfully depressing ...

Reading lecture notes and textbooks for hours and hours and hours in the postgraduate commerce lab makes my neck hurt and on top of that I really lack motivation .... J asked me on Sunday why do I study so hard? I guess I just have to do what I have to do ... It's as simple as that ... I decided to take this course and I need to be responsible for it .... By not studying will send a bad example to people around me ...

On another occassion, I saw God worked in a wonderful way ... V, N and J saw a movie in the cinema (exorcism) and they had questions in their mind about that movies ... After they saw the movie, they started asking me all sorts of questions about demon, whether feng shui is alright or not, what does religion mean to them, and so on ... I always wanted to at least talk to V and N and J about God more often ... But did not have time to do so even though I am going out a lot with them for dinner ... And when I have the opportunity I was reluctant to do that, the occassion was just not right ... Tried to answer all of their questions and surrender everything to God ... But from that, I learnt some important lessons:

1. No matter how hard you try to testify, it's God who is ultimately behind everything
2. Knowing about the bible is good, but it must be backed up with a changed life .... Living a consistent godly life is hard and needs conscious effort ...
3. We must always want to learn more about God ... Quoting H: The time when we stop being teachable is the time when we stop growing as a person ..
4. Surrender to God to the MAX, Effort to the MAX, and always be thankful to the MAX
5. Be ready all the time to say the hope that is in you ... When I was asked those questions, I was a bit down spiritually and a bit tired as well ... I thought I was not ready, but I am glad that I was so full of energy answering the questions given to me .. haha ..

Gengki gengki ..