Relationships! - where to go from here?

I've been enjoying myself for the past 8 months not thinking about relationship and just taking it easy ... I concentrated fully on my study, work and ministry... I had lots of fun, did lots of sports, meeting new people, building friendships, etc ... I approached people with no intention of building a relationships whatsoever ... Basically, I call these days, "Just friends period"!! ^_^

Well, of course there's pressure from all directions ... Friends started to ask me why don't I start looking? ... My pastor also asked the same thing ... He wanted to talk to me about it for so many times, but I meet him very rarely anyway and we ended up not talking about it ... I shared with my flatmate A and he understands and supports me .. My parents pressured me so many times ... But I did not move one inch from what I've already decided ... I will do what I have decided and stay true to myself without disrespecting those people who care about me ... The next time I start looking, I will give all my heart to it .. ^^

At the moment, I want to enjoy my time as single ... that's why I am not looking ... What's the point if I am not serious about it? Just for fun?? I can't do that although there is plenty of opportunities if I want to ...

The second reason is I can't have a relationships now since I am so busy with uni .. How am I suppose to have a relationships if I can't give my time to the girl that I love? Uni, work and ministry have consumed all my time .....

The third reason is I am going to EUROPE next year ... Yes, I have decided to go and will start preparing my departure ...

Last but not least, the reason of why I decided to stay single is because I still like a girl that I used to like ... I've tried so many times to get to know other girls that have the "potential" (have a heart that loves God and pengertian), but I guess love is very strange ... I don't feel the same way as I felt towards her ... I think I'll wait for her a little longer ... If it does not work out by then, it's ok because that does not mean that God hates me ... I believe God has beautiful plan for us ... and I trust that because of what I've been through these past couple of years ... No, not just these past couple of years, but throughout my life ...

I guess, I'll wait kalo Tuhan kehendaki ... Til' then ... Ja ne ..