Jangan kuatir

These days, I call home almost every week ... and usually I talk with mum ... One thing that I notice that everytime we speaks, she always worry about me and my brother ... THe bottom line is she wants us to be established in terms of financial and since I and my brother are still studying, it worries her a lot ...

I really can understand her feeling, but at the same time I realize it's wrong to do that ... It's unhealthy and not helpful at all ... Many times I listen to her stories, complaints, struggles .. I listen and listen and I learnt that being parents I will probably face the same struggles later .... The last time I told her that I am worried too, but at the same time, I want to learn to entrust my life to Him .. Whenever I am afraid, I trust ... I said to her gently, "ada Bapa di surga memelihara kok, jadi ga usah terlalu kuatir" ...

As for me, I am worried about my life too ... I don't know what is going to happen in 1 or 2 years time, let alone tomorrow ... One thing that om Joni said, the opposite of faith is not no faith but worry .. So I want to start this year positively, knowing that ada Father in heaven yg selalu memelihara ... Pray for me pls! thanks ...