Random thingy

Oh mann, university work is so busy ... A big fiuhhh for weekend ... 3 assignments every week this month is quite tough ... I just had a presentation today and all the reading that I have to do is too muchhhhhhh ... Gosh, it's frustrating .... Life is never easy I guess ... Speaking of which, exam is coming up and I am not ready at all ... I also need to finish lots of essays, read papers, mann ... I am hopeless .. ^_^

I am really looking forward to Paris though ... I am going there on the 23rd for 5 days .... Paris is kireiiiiiii (beautiful) ... Well the pictures in my travel book looks amazingggg ... hehehe ... Hope it can become a nice break for me and my friends ... I also wanna go to Belgium and German in November since I am quite free in that month .... Big plan, cost a lot, I am broke!! ^o^ ... December is the big plannn ... huhuhu ... 7 countries bo!!

Well, it's funny since I am overload with work these days and had little sleep this week and last week, my lecturer said something interesting in the lecture today ... it was a relationship between lead-times and capacity ... The bigger the capacity used in manufacturing firm, the longer the lead-time is ... If it is nearing 100% max capacity, the lead time can blow out to be really big ... it basically means things are produced or done much longer than it used to be .... That's exactly my situation I thought ....

Aside from that, I've been thinking quite a bit (as usual) ....

1. I guess I am worried too much about things I shouldn't worry about .... I am worried about what I am going to do next after master .... Should I stay? Should I go? Where? What about other things? Will I be ok? Will I stay faithful? I have no plan at the moment, as usual I go with the flow .... Is this good enough? Shouldn't I be more organized? Should I wait? Shouldn't I be more active instead of waiting? Will I get anything out of it? (it's all about I I I yah) .... Maybe the questions should be directed towards Christ Christ Christ .... Will Christ be glorified? Will Christ be honored? etc

2. I want to be strong .... really really really strong ......... no matter what people say .... strong from inside out ....

3. People is where they are right now because God wants them to be there to fulfill His purpose .... What we/I can do as human being is to find out what it is, and stick to it .... One day at a time living by faith ....

4. I sometimes imagine what if I am on the verge of death, and maybe you too ... hehe ... I wonder what will I find? hehehe ... closing my eyes, and I was scared of finding the world of unknown .... No no ... Jesus said I came back to the Father to provide rooms for you, that's a great comfort ... I guess I'll be going home then .... home .... sounds good !! :D .... I had the best description of heaven in church last week .... I had another impression before, but I guess the one in the church was more correct ... but who knows, it's not written in the bible ... In the bible it's written as a place with no more tears, and always be with God forever .... It's not written what we are going to do ... Whether the child who goes to heaven will actually grow up to be a man/woman or they stay as a kid? Whether we'll build a house over there? Whether we'll keep our profession? Is it like living on earth but God is with us and so close to us? Am I free to talk to say St. Peter or is it very militaristic that everyone has schedule to praise and worship God? hahaha ... I guess I've been thinking too much ... error error ....

Anyway, about the worries I don't think it is a problem anymore now .... In my quiet time a few days ago I remember a preacher saying in pemuda that he had big problems, but he surrender everything into His hands ... I did that and still doing that everyday ... it's a struggle for me and I guess for every christian too .. !!

Bye for now!! PS: will post more pictures later !! :)