Hmm ... tahun 2005 mungkin bakal banyak yang berubah ni .. bukan hanya I will continue my study, tapi juga in terms of pekerjaan and all that ... Kalo dulu2 ga banyak mikir tentang kerjaan, bisnis, sekarang malah banyak banget mikirnya ... Did I change my focus in life? Am I being selfish? Why am I like this? Is it because aku udah nambah umur lagi? Maybe because Ada harapan dari ortu juga kali ya .. I don't know .. :)
In terms of my relationship with God, I will still do the same things as I do now. I really need firman Tuhan to guide my path. Well, udah banyak di warn sih di awal2 tahun ... make an aim in the year 2005 to be:
1. Punya Tuhan Yesus dalam hidupku (udah)
2. Mengutamakan Firman Tuhan dalam hidup (hmm ... can do better)
3. Pake hikmat Tuhan in doing all things which usually berbeda 180 derajat dengan hikmat dunia. (can do better).
My vision is to be different dengan orang yg ga kenal Tuhan. Kalo misalnya bisnis, ya bisnis yg sesuai dengan kehendak Tuhan .. Kalo misalnya bakal kerja, I aim to be independent dan cukup secara financial ... I think itu jalan that I will tempuh untuk tahun2 ke depan ... Ga gampang I know, soalnya ya itu tadi - hikmat Tuhan melalui the bible is usually considered a "fool" bagi orang dunia .... I might have to experience loss/rugi/dipecat dari kerjaan yg udah mapan because of that .. Am I prepared for that? I don't really know the future, but I will try my best to live a christian life ...
Many examples in the bible where people must pay the price to follow God. Zakheus lost everything setelah mengikut Yesus, Daniel and his friends had to go through many trials to live a righteouss life in the eyes of God, Jesus had to suffer to save us from our sins, Paul suffered many persecution for the sake of the gospel, Joseph suffered because he was blameless and so on. I don't think I am strong enough to bare all that by myself, but is there anything impossible with God?
While doing that I am still hoping to still be able to share Christ with my family members and relatives and people that I will meet during my journey in life. My big aim in life is definitely to see the people that I meet know who the real Jesus is ...
Well, this is just my plan for a few years to come ... Plan is just a plan. They are meaningless, infact life is meaningless like what ecclesiastes says ... what matters is Fear God and keep all His commandments for this is the whole duty of men .... My life is not my own, but His ... Applying it to the real life might be a little tricky though ...
Hidup, hidup .. susah amattttt sihhhhh .. !! or is it because of me and the situation that makes it complicated? hahahaha ...
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