Jangan kuatir

These days, I call home almost every week ... and usually I talk with mum ... One thing that I notice that everytime we speaks, she always worry about me and my brother ... THe bottom line is she wants us to be established in terms of financial and since I and my brother are still studying, it worries her a lot ...

I really can understand her feeling, but at the same time I realize it's wrong to do that ... It's unhealthy and not helpful at all ... Many times I listen to her stories, complaints, struggles .. I listen and listen and I learnt that being parents I will probably face the same struggles later .... The last time I told her that I am worried too, but at the same time, I want to learn to entrust my life to Him .. Whenever I am afraid, I trust ... I said to her gently, "ada Bapa di surga memelihara kok, jadi ga usah terlalu kuatir" ...

As for me, I am worried about my life too ... I don't know what is going to happen in 1 or 2 years time, let alone tomorrow ... One thing that om Joni said, the opposite of faith is not no faith but worry .. So I want to start this year positively, knowing that ada Father in heaven yg selalu memelihara ... Pray for me pls! thanks ...

Another week has passed

What have I done this week yah? mostly work, study and going out .... hmm ... I have not been doing some reading for the summer course ... must start soon ....

Tomorrow morning I will go for basketball .. yuhu ... and monday as well ... I guess it's a good way to start 2006 ... getting fit hehe ...

First night in 2006 I can't sleep

huaaaaaaaaaaaa ... tidur tidurr .....

Next week is basketball week + sport

Basket basketttt next week !!! ama temen kerja, tris dkk, and rio dkk kalo emang pada mau ..... I've also instructed my parents to bring my badminton + tennis rackets here when Jun comes back .... it should be good ... I wanna be fit ... ^^ .. and thin ... haha

Back to normal life - 1st week of 2006

It's been a week since my life back to normal .... Work is starting to get busier than pre-new year ... I have been assigned to one big project for Westpac and it's gonna get a lot busy ... But I don't mind really, I am excited actually ... Get to work with some excellent financial planners, and project managers from Westpac ... It should be exciting to see how they work and manage things ...

Uni has started as well and this summer I am taking FINS5516 ... 2 lectures per week and one tutorial should keep me busy for a while, but everything is good ... I have bought the textbook (second hand) and ready to roll ... My friend said the subject won't be too hard, so fingers crossed !! ^^ ... Next semester will hopefully be easy too ... Only taking one of the easiest subject in MCOM (according to another friend) FINS5512 and I feel this year will be much more relaxed than last year in terms of study ..

There are many things which I should do in the next month or two ... My passport is expiring late January and I need to find time to extend it ... I might move house and it requires lots of cleaning up and searching for a unit of course ... I must also prepare for my exchange mid of this year .. Not sure how I will tell my manager, but I'll manage ... Life goes on and as much as I love the people in my workplace, going to Holland is not such a bad idea at all ... I'll definitely keep in contact with all my friends ... They are all good buddies afterall ....

Bible study is starting soon ... I am so excited ... Not sure how it would turn out after such a long break .... I'll definitely miss andy ... He was a very good friend and definitely eager to learn about God's word .... I am not sure how my members feel when I am going to go exchange ... Maybe I should ask them .... Maybe I'll talk to them about it .... But aside from that, this semester is definitely exciting ... I'll try to prepare as much as I can from now, not just the material, but other things as well ...

Thinking ahead, I am not sure what I will be doing after coming back from exchange .... I might take a break and try to think what I want to do .... Who knows what will happen? Next year I'll be 26 and it may be is a good age .... ^^ ... Whatever happen happen lah .... Mau belajar pasrah dan berserah ...

2006 - If God willing

Many times I forget
Many times I fail to remember
Many times I put my hope in my ability
Many times I look to men than to the Almighty
I often said "I can do that alone"
Even when I say "I need you God" infront of others

BUT

This year if God willing
I will do this and that ...
This year if God makes it possible
I want my family to know Christ
This year if God gives consent
I want to leave whatever the things that entangle me in 2005 and move forward
This year if God let it happen
I want to win as many of my friends who does not know Christ
This year if God authorise it
I want to put my hope FULLY on Christ
This year if God permits
I will complete my study ...
This year if God allows
I will go to Holland and come back ...

If God willing .......................




Thank God for His Word ... I was blessed with a reminder from Church's sermon at the end of 2005 and the start of 2006 about many things ...

I guess, bye bye 2005 and welcome 2006 ... Hip Hip Horrayyyy!! Dor dor dorrr *Fireworks*